Uh Oh Bad News

kOBeTiMe · Joined: 03 Sep 2004 Posts: 130 Location: POMONA,CA

Today i got to talk to my doctor. some of you remember 2 weeks back i was in the hosipal for a severly low blood count or hemoglobin. they didnt even think about the possibility of leukemia. but under the suggestion of a more in detail blood test they said they are 97% sure that i have leukemia. the other 3% is if the bone marrow test comes back negative. but they say its pretty much obvious that i have it.

you know its scary to think that if i have to die its a sucky way to. but i am keeping my hopes up a lil but its so heavy on my mind. im too young for this bs but i am thankful i had my daughter young so that i culd experience fatherhood before i go.

hopefully a miracle happens but i doubt it
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Darth Bynumite · Posted: Mon May 12, 2008 1:33 am Post subject:

I don't know what to say.

All I can do is just hope and pray a miracle happens for you.

Just stay strong and let us know if you need anything.

You're CL family is here for you.
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doggy dogg · Joined: 22 Jun 2004 Posts: 1110

wow man sorry to hear that. Lets hope its a mistake
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Polo4 · Joined: 09 May 2008 Posts: 68

What did they exactly say about the time frame? I hope you get treated right man.

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You know your CL family is here for you.
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sarc4stic · Posted: Mon May 12, 2008 3:47 am Post subject:

Wow, I don't know what to say. I know it's easy for us to speak, but you should keep your spirits high, man. Depending on your mood, feel free to read on - some cancer experiences and a few words of advice.

As a family, we have been dealing with cancer forever - mom's partner has prostate cancer, aunt has breast cancer and it nearly spread to everywhere including her brain, another aunt already died because of lung cancer and one of mom's best friends also has lung cancer. Every one of those mentioned had the same exact feeling after the initial diagnosis, but they differed mightily in their respective approaches.

My aunt who passed away was shocked, but after shaking up the cold sensation of death itself, she continued her old ways, smoking 3 packs a day etc. & left us earlier than it was told to us.

My other aunt, who is still receiving treatment, is kinda rich so they have everything available to them, but they are in total denial. They've been fighting cancer for years and they still hope that it will go away sometime. Her intensive treatment put her in a very fragile position, dare I say, those chems are worse than the cancer itself. The doctors have been successful so far keeping her alive, but nobody knows for how long.

Mom's friend - well, she's older than most of us so she is not that much limited when it comes to drastic measures. She rejected the proposed treatment(means she won't have any) and still smoking heavily.

The point of telling all of these will make itself clear while I explain what my mom's bf went through. When he was first diagnosed with cancer(his situation slightly resembles your story - was expecting something less serious), he was very desperate and in a strong state of depression. He even proposed to mom to make sure mom gets her share which made mom crazy - he was about to shut himself down, waiting to die, like he was writing last will and testament. Mom, being a pedagogue, knows a thing or two about human psychology, decided to give him some time to think over while constantly trying to make him reclaim his post-cancer life perspective. After two long weeks, he succeeded, and began his fight with this goddamn illness.

What I'm trying to say is, yeah this is a physical illness and may not be cured by psychological means, but having your mind on your side is a very formidable ally in this fight for survival of yours. Cooperate with your mind, be at peace and hope for the best.

You know we are all here for you.
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John3:16 · Posted: Mon May 12, 2008 5:15 am Post subject:

You'll beat it. jam2

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KobeShow@CL · Joined: 14 Apr 2006 Posts: 3246 Location: Germany

Imagine how unbelivable lucky you will feel when you beat the illness. You're going to feel reborn jam2

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I'll keep you in my prayers

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magicmoment · Posted: Mon May 12, 2008 8:38 am Post subject:

just keep positive thoughts.
we'll keep you in our prayers.
hopefully it's in its early stages still
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MadMax · Joined: 17 Aug 2006 Posts: 7283 Location: South Bay

Thats really unfortunate to hear. Stay strong, and I really hope everything works out for you man.

kobejon · Joined: 11 Oct 2006 Posts: 941

Very saddened to hear news like this

I will be praying for you and your family man.

Take Care and God Bless
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ViXsTeR · Posted: Mon May 12, 2008 9:14 am Post subject:

Hope everything turns out ok. Keep fighting and be strong. jam2

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escobar8 · Joined: 10 Jan 2007 Posts: 3459 Location: Croatia

i feel so sorry...i hope that it is mistake...
now i am ashamed of myself couse i thought i had horrible day...
after such things i can see how much i take for the granted...
keep you head up...
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keyindabox · Posted: Mon May 12, 2008 9:49 am Post subject:

Keep hope and don't worry, it's all in God's hands jam2

Stay strong.
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Satan · Posted: Mon May 12, 2008 11:16 am Post subject:

That's not easy news to hear, I wish you all the strength you may need in these coming days.

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revgen · Posted: Mon May 12, 2008 11:17 am Post subject:

3) Try Hoxsey Tonic. This treatment was done on my Great Aunt and though it didn't save her because her breast cancer was way too advanced, she lived pain-free until her death. It was a formula derived from plants that were discovered to cure sick horses.

More info here. http://www.cancercompass.com/message-board/message/all,5523,0.htm

You can find the Hoxsey Formula on many sites. Including here. http://www.baar.com/Merchant2/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=001&Product_Code=9638&Product_Count=&Category_Code=

2) Improve your diet. No white flour. No sugar. Plenty of vegetables. Whole Grains. Lay off fats. Excersize. Basically, make yourself a health nut if possible. Cancer attacks the weakest cells first.

1) Keep your spirits up! If you think you will be gone, then you will. Be positive.
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I pray its a mistake. I'll keep you in my prayers, man. God bless.
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TheGame323 · Joined: 17 Jun 2006 Posts: 856

I'm truly sorry to hear that. I really do feel for you man and know it must be tough just try to keep your head up as much as you can and hopefully it all works out.

Armo Flava · Joined: 04 Dec 2006 Posts: 2859 Location: waltham,ma

like revgen said eat healthy, stay strong and be optimistic. You'll be in my prayers bro.

god bless you.
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gill · Posted: Mon May 12, 2008 7:30 pm Post subject:

My prayer goes out to you. Hang in there dude.
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LUUUKE · Joined: 16 Aug 2005 Posts: 6002 Location: New Zealand

im shocked and sorry to hear this..

i will pray for you..lets hope for that 3%
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